That's it, I'm leaving
This is not a post about moving over to Hive, which I will be doing.
I am leaving the place where I live. I was generously received here but despite the good things I feel utterly trapped.
My darkness, hatred and resentment are growing in power. I feel a bit suicidal as well.
I have no money as I have been reinvesting most of what I make on Steem back into the platform and with all these changes it’s very uncertain what will happen.
So I go back into the streets, returning to survival as my philosophy for life.
It should be interesting to roam the urban landscapes while everyone locks themselves in fear of corona.
I guess I wasn’t born to be a peaceful hobbit living in The Shire. My life needs some adventure and I guess that makes me part of the problem.
Fine then, I am the enemy of harmony. I am chaos and disruption turned into human flesh.
My notebook is coming along but I don’t know how often I will be able to post since I will have no mobile internet and no means of charging.
I advise all who have followed my curation trail to abandon it. Sorry I lacked the consistency to see any of this come to fruition. I will leave auto-voting again to the people and communities I was supporting before this idea.
No clue to where I’m headed. I just know that seeing the same landscape every day, the same people and being in the eternal absence of enough money to give myself at least one day of pleasure is killing me.
Not playing the victim, I know I brought this on myself.
At least if I walk and go hobo I won’t feel like I’m taking advantage of anyone. Here in the house I haven’t even been able to pull my weight around financially and I guess that depresses me too.
No idea what will happen to me since a state of catastrophe has been declared here in Chile. Probably the military will be on the streets and have some exceptional authority.
Guess I will have to be cautious, keep a low profile if possible.
Wish everyone success and a smooth transition to the new blockchain.
Participants of the curation trail tagged so you can be informed and remove your support, thank you very much:
@binkyprod @vientolibre @bradleyarrow @renataboreal @nutritree @cabalen @allyson19 @angelanichole @cjsean @dorniz @glstech @hubyr @soydiegorojas @dinglehopper @hedidylan @jingyu @theithei @kymil @lizquen @rappler @gertu @nikolina @daniel2001
Also big thanks for the delegation @trucklife-family , feel free to remove it.
Will update as soon as possible, hopefully in a better mood.