Poet by @cryptoki || The Choice Is Mine

in Writing & Reviews2 months ago

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Looking at the pistol in my hand
Maybe I should just walk away
Or maybe I should just take the shot

All I could think about myself is suicide
I try to survive but something kills me inside

I can't continue with this depression
I find it very hard to understand
Is driving me crazy
I am just looking at my life

Nobody understands what am going through
They think is funny, they laugh over it
I keep having this urge
I just want to end my life

I get these feelings of depression
I keep having this thoughts in my head
Even when I try to be calm

I hide my sadness with a fake smile
My body keeps getting weak
Don't know if I can continue like this

So confused, don't know what to do
My life is worthless
I think of you
When am about to give up the ghost

Maybe I wasn't that stupid
Just end everything so quick
How I wish I could take the shot
But something is holding me back

All this, is caused by depression
Making think of committing suicide
I need to pray to God
For a better life ahead

I am just looking at the pistol in my hand
Maybe I should just take walk away
Or maybe I should just take the shot

Right now I need help
So confused
My life is becoming useless
Then you came into my mind

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