Create Your Own Sunshine

in #life2 months ago

I don't usually post from my phone but I just feel like I have to just let myself free at this moment. Alone and waiting in this cold hospital, I suddenly thought about talking to myself, what things would I want Karen, myself to know how life has been for all this time. I did not realize this simple thought is something that would make me break. Break down so hard. I can finally admit I have to ask help. I can't even write down the thoughts I came up with in that moment anymore. I wanted to write it down, but I cannot anymore. Tomorrow I will seek professional help. It's just too much. I can't even have coherent thoughts.